I don't know how I can make it clearer.
I hate this stupid job and all the stupid changes it entails. I don't want to do shifts. I don't want to have to beg for information I should actually have to do my job right. I don't want to know secret stuff that I can't speak about with anyone and that will alienate me from the rest of my colleagues. I don't want these colleagues, and I don't want to miss my old ones. I don't want to deal with people who are to lazy to read what's in front of their eyes.
If the economy wasn't as bad as it is and finding a job was easier, I would asked for a transfer, or even quit.
And hearing people around me telling me that I'm too negative, that I'll get used to it, and that I can't see the positive side of this 'new adventure' just makes me angrier.
THERE IS NO POSITIVE SIDE.
I'm not Pollyanna.